Did u decide I was never coming back? Well I prolly wont be here on a regular basis because I am on myspace but I wanted to say hi to anyone still out there if I havent been kicked off all my friends list for being lame! I am playing World Of Warcraft these days, going to college and working as asst manager of Hot Topic in Parkway plaza. No complaints about life, I got a house which I ADORE and my son is still kick ass. My dad passed away a month ago and that was a tough one but I think I am healing well. Thom and I broke up and Im not sure what to say about that... he made his choices and I made mine...so its over. I hope you all are doing well with whatever you are pursuing in life, let me know how you are and have a great day!!

Je reve de toi.

We did some outside shots for our engagement announcements yesterday. Here are the two I like the best. Let me know what you think out of the two and If you want to have me send you an announcement when they are ready please either email me or leave me your email so I can somehow get your address. =)

Current Mood: chipper

I am engaged.

Just like that.

Pictures to follow either today or tomorrow.

I want the true love.... anyone know where I can find that? The fall to his/her knees, will do anything for you,take my heart out and place it in a paper bag for you love?

Keep me posted.

"Right Here In My Arms"

She is smiling like heaven is down on earth
Sun is shining so bright on her
And all her wishes have finally come true
And her heart is weeping.
This happiness is killing her.

She'll be right here in my arms
So in Love
She'll be right here in these arms
She can't let go

So hard she's trying
But her heart won't turn to stone... oh no
She keeps on crying
But I won't leave her alone
She'll never be alone

She'll be right here in my arms
So in Love
She'll be right here in these arms
She can't let go

And she'll be right here in my arms
So in Love
She'll be right here in these arms
She can't let go

Corinna and I are sitting here in my room watching HIM videos. WOW all I can say is Ville Valo....FUCKIN HOT BITCH! Anyway reason for my post we are watching Gone with the Sin video and it reminded me of the first time I saw a firefly... to people who live in the midwest and south this may be no big deal to you but I live In California so we dont have shit like that here. In fact the first time I saw a firefly I was 25 years old... I was with Brian at this park-ish type place in Indiana at night. This place was beautiful...took my breath away. It has mini waterfalls and such.... Being an adult I have to say that the night in question made me feel as close to a child as one could get. Seeing a firefly for the first time, being in such a beautiful magical place... it was surreal. I felt overwhelmed with emotion. Very powerful stuff... anyway watching the video made it all come flooding back to me hence the post... nice stuff like that I want to remember for my whole life. I do very much wish I could go back to Indiana and experience that again

Current Mood: giddy

Supreme Lonliness.

This is just good stuff:

The husband had just finished reading the book, 'MAN OF THE HOUSE'.
He stormed into the den and walked directly up to his wife.
Pointing a finger in her face, he said, "From now on, I want you to
know that I am the man of this house, and my word is law! I want you to
prepare me a gourmet meal tonight, and when I'm finished eating my
meal, I expect a sumptuous dessert afterward. Then, after dinner, you are
going to draw me my bath so I can relax. And when I'm finished with my
bath,
guess who's going to dress me and comb my hair?"
The wife replied, "The fucking funeral director would be my guess."

Current Mood: awake

FUCKIN YAY MY MAN!!


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weee another night with no sleep.

My mind is racing but my body is tired as hell.

Nate and I layed out by the pool today and got some sun. Nate swam a bit and I put my feet in. Its nice to be out in my grandparents backyard with the waterfall on and noone to bug me. I imagine Ill be spending alot of time there this summer with Nate as we usually do during the summer.

I enrolled in summer school today. Well I filled out my form to mail anyway. Ill be taking Belly dancing 1 and a gardening class with my son. Just bullshit classes to get me back in the swing of things for next semester.

Focker out

Current Mood: depressed

I wonder what sleep is like.

My name on Yahoo messenger (which is the only one I have now) is madroxgirl, so add me and say hi.

Current Mood: tired

N.E.R.D. broke up.

I think I am going to grow my hair out.

Current Mood: awake

My son sings Green Day.... he is so fucking kewl.

Im going to get some sleep tonight if its the last thing I do damnit!

I hear a helicopter in the distance.

Water is the bestest drink ever.

Im writing a script for a Vampire turned human movie.

There is a knot in my heart that wont go away.

I just watched Mr 3000.

I work tomorrow night.

You are my friend.

Current Mood: calm

Im sure you already found out we had an earthquake last night. It hit up by Jamul which is 19 miles from El Cajon. They are saying it was a 4.0 and the aftershock was a 2.7 All I know is at 4 this morning I bolted upright in bed and screamed because I thought it was going to be "the big one" so I just prepared myself but it was over quickly and not too painful afterwards cept for the fear looming over my head so that I couldnt go back to sleep....

Sleeping is still the main issue for me with a secondary in headaches. Oh and dont forget to throw in a nasty touch of loneliness. That about covers it.

Current Mood: contemplative

and a twat.


Sorry just amusing myself here.

I cant seem to get my ass up and take a shower today. Ive got little over an hour to pick up Nate from school and Im just sitting here fucking around.

Strawberries are waiting for me downstairs in the fridge....

Hope everyone has a magical day.

I wish I had like 3 weeks to just lay around and read books. That sounds like heaven to me.

I want to finish school so I can be the sexxxy librarian I know I can be....

My P.K. obsession has just grown worse and I have now purchased Blackball to drool over at my leisure. I sent his Agent an email to which she replied...:

hi thanks for the nice mail
unfortunately no one has woken up to the fact stateside that paul kaye
is fabulous so there is no merchandising available - however i believe
that a compilation dvd featuring the best of dennis pennis - an early
paul kaye character may be released to coincide with the US release of
his new movie, 'it's all gone pete tong'

It was nice of her to respond anyway even if she couldnt help me find any videos that arent in PAL format. I think I am just going to have to bite the big one and buy a region 2 dvd player to get my fix.

My son is addicted to Who Framed Roger Rabbit.

I feel really lonely tonight. Moreso than usual. It just hurts inside. Can that be taken away??

Current Mood: depressed

The New covers for Harry potter and the half blood prince, link up here wizards and scroll to halfway down page to see =D.

http://www.the-leaky-cauldron.org/

Current Mood: busy